Did NOT think this was possible

My family came over tonight for Jai's Mission Call opening and there were BROWNIES.
They smelled SOOOOOOOOOOOO good.

And I did not eat ONE.
NOT ONE!!!

Usually in this situation I'll mindlessly eat and eat while I enjoy spending time with the fam, but tonight was different.
I just kept saying to myself, "I want a smaller number more."

I know that I need to be patient, but it's freaking hard.
I want to lose 20 pounds a day at least with the effort that I'm putting in now, but I know that's not possible.

Don't give up Amy.
Don't EVER
EVER
EVER
Give up.

Don't end the summer being the same person that you began .

That's all.